How long have I’ve been keeping my self busy and always occupied?
Geez, I really forgot when I decided to face the challenge of the world. 2 years, 3 years ago??
I didn’t realize that that time is long enough for some of the people I know to have theirs babies.. I just dropped by to my friendsters account to check on my messages and new invitations. To my surprised,
I have babies pictures on some of my friends list. And take note, these friends are the people I thought who can control until they are married. Even my cousin had a baby from my best bud
To share you some piece of me, I decided to take the challenge of the world so I could actually get rich.
I wanted to have the lifestyle of Simon Cowell and Hugh Hafner. Such a big dream right? Actually, I have it as goal instead of dream
Think positive as they say. Share it with you someday
smiley day ▼
Okay, just before I came to work, I’m at the back of an FX and I had been trying to spy a girl from the middle. I don’t know why I did that, but I accidentally read her text message

and it seems that she is in a quarrel with the BF. Anyway, I’m just really interested with the hairstyle she had, and I hoped to ask her what is it. I thought she would also ride the MRT, and maybe I’ll try to chat with her. But when were dropped off the station, I was surprised to see that it was my long time crush since elementary.

If I am just not in a hurry (I’ll be late for work), I might really grab the chance to talk to her, and maybe ask for her number this time. I have no reason to be shy, I’m a grown up now right

? Her name is
Hersheys. And yeah, Herschelle of Choco Drops actually reminded me of her too. Because they are both Chinese I guess.
Oh well, I came to work finding that the internet connection sucks. It’s damn to slow for me to add stuffs for my blog
So I ended up scanning on Friendster photos. And yeah, those babies really surprised me when I realize how long have I’ve been gone not meeting their parents.
It just upsets me because I am avoiding to have the girls I slept with to not get pregnant. At least they are just sluts, and I’m not worrying about them. But I really can’t do it with those girls I totally respect. Why did I not give it a try 
Oh boy, this is one reason why I am mistaken always as a bisexual person.
For the Record!!!
“ Pahn Cabrera is a STRAIGHT male specimen”
Why did I did that facial thingy? It’s because I have scars in my face. And it’s just uneven. These days, I really do not get any pimples. Well, sometimes I do, when I eat more than 3 kilos of oily fried chicken
I’m really just like a kid when eat them. I Love Fried Chickens. So if you’re gonna treat me, get me fried chicken
I’m a meany nice guy, and I love girls
so don’t get me wrong. I’m not a gay
What song ▼
Hiram by Session Road
Pagod na sa hiram (tired of borrowing)
Walang patutunguhan (nowhere to go)
May sasabihin ba? (is there anything to say?)
Makinig na lang sa hinala (listen to guts)
At kung akala mo ikaw lang ang nangangamba (and if you think you are the only one who is bothered)
Wag mong ikabahala (don’t be worry)
Idilat mo ang yong mata (just open your eyes)
Pansamantala lang ba (just for a while)
Ang lahat ng ito? (all of this?) [Are all of these just for a while?]
Hindi ko alam, wag mong simulan (I don’t know, don’t get it started)
Pahihirapan ba ang talunan? (will it hurt the loser?)
Tuwing ika’y mamasdan (every time stared at you)
Tuwing ika’y hahagkan (every time kissing at you)
Wala ka nang mararamdaman (don’t you feel anything?)
Sa muling pagtatagpo (if we meet again)
Mababago ba ng mundo? (do we need to change world?)
Sa aking paghihintay (as I wait)
Sumasambang di mabibigo (praying it won’t fail)
Hindi ko alam, wag mong simulan (I don’t know, don’t get it started)
Pahihirapan ba ang talunan? (will it hurt the loser?)
Tuwing ika’y mamasdan (every time stared at you)
Tuwing ika’y hahagkan (every time kissing at you)
Wala ka nang mararamdaman (don’t you feel anything?)
At sa tuwing babalikan nawawala na sa katuwiran (and every come back losing mind)
Hindi ko alam, wag mong simulan (I don’t know, don’t get it started)
Pahihirapan ba ang talunan? (will it hurt the loser?)
Tuwing ika’y mamasdan (every time stared at you)
Tuwing ika’y hahagkan (every time kissing at you)
Wala ka nang mararamdaman (don’t you feel anything?)
please correct me if some translation are incorrect