Pride Chicken
I cannot freaking believe it; I have been going so far ahead. Is this really a blessing, or is it a curse? Does the world really have to go round this way? Hate me, curse me, crucify or deny. I just really cannot believe this could be a true reason for living.
Guys, I just can’t help now but to think about the people evolving in this planet. Well, here’s the thing. I know that I am a merciless mean person. I know I don’t have a heart in me to be kind. But I learned how to manage everything on its right place.
First things first, the previous post I was tackling so depress and losing hope. Well, I got to start being honest here in my blog I guess. Besides, I need to be an adult about this kind of stuffs. I am really missing a girl that I truly love. Yup, Pahn maybe a womanizer, but his heart belongs to only one woman, while the body is given to anyone.
So, to cut it short, I am being lazy for not seeing the inspiration of my life. I’m just babbling about other problems such as home issue, trust or failure, but I can really easily manage them. The girl is also the reason why I blog here. The reason I want to be successful. If you have been able to catch my posts way back before, you’ll know I am really crazy about this issue. Missing that person affect the rest of what I do.
But, my opening pitch is different from love life, because just last night, I have hurt another person’s pride. I know for the past years I have been a mean person, a reason why I don’t really get a lot of friends to hangout. I know because I don’t have the heart to be nice to them for I already gave it away. But despite of being a harsh person, I know how to place myself. That is the reason why I have been starting to get networks and more additional friends.
I have learned that being the right attitude should be at the right place. For the past years, I have been an employee of several companies, and these experiences inspire me to really aim high and even starting my own business (which I hope would work well soon). Being franks and straight person helped me perform well on the working industry. On the other part, to be friendly must only provide positive opinions. If you fail to do so, people would probably hate you even if everybody knows what you said is true. You always need to watch your words.
I have gained a lot of connection for learning these tricks. I’m not being plastic, but sarcastic. But behind the sarcasm, I just do the right things. If you see movies, tycoons are mostly the bad people. Perhaps that is the reason why I want to be the bad guy, because they are always the rich people. Still deep inside tycoons have the kindest hearts.
It has been my style to have a different persona when talking business, and would change when just having a casual chat, that is also different from having a friendly talk. I try to balance everything as I could, and would immediately apologize if I know I have an inappropriate approach.
Anyway, it’s just funny to realize that I usually only hurt people on the same life status that I have, a lifestyle where we cannot afford to buy expensive stuffs. And in my case, I am not even able to give myself new shoes or shirts. In short, the people who don’t have extra money and have a hard time maintaining their upkeep. But as I can control myself, I make it to a point that discussions about business should be different for any other relationship with the person.
I know I do give an apology if the talk doesn’t go well. Just to remove the hard feelings and don’t feel any awkwardness against one another. But I just can’t understand why these people don’t want to be sports or accept any apology. This is probably the reason why these kinds of people do not enhance on their life status, and mostly will end up worst. They are the ones who does not open up their minds on the things explained to them, and would just not want to learn from others.
I just notice that people living a better life than me, the richer ones, can usually understand the truth that is said to them. People living a better life are the people who actually know how to accept things as they are. And to live much better, they just keep improving the things that are hard to accept.
As I write this topic, it came up to my sense that is probably the main reason why people here on earth are having fall down.
“Pride“
Come to think about it, it is really a major factor. Should I discuss how I want to elaborate it, or maybe conquer or how throw it? That’s right; another pillar article could be good. He he he I’ll see if I can write it on the next post.
So as a conclusion, I just realize that I could still be lucky because I know I want to learn from others, accept what is already there, and knowing that I want to try hard to remove my pride as much as I could. But don’t expect me not to be a frank person.
Do you know what are you having pride about? Do you want to remove them to your system? We’ll see on my next post if I have some tips.
whoooohh.. those are deep words Pahn…
coz sometimes… we loss our control.. eventhough we think that our idea is the right thing, we just blurt it out.. just criticize them.. and we don’t know that we offended other person… it might be very painful for them… it’s not really nice to be on top while stepping on another person….
Changing might be really hard…
Being straight and frank is really not bad… as long as you know the Right place, Right person, and the Right time…
I’m glad you end with that conclusion… Just dont forget that you are Pahn.. haha… coz it’s really not that fun in the Pahn they used to know is not the Pahn that they are facing right now.. Lol… ang gulo koh…
hirap din talaga pag maraming persona, di tuloy madistinguish kung ano ka ba talaga.. pero if its for the better naman dba lalo na pag sa work noh..
speaking of pride, sagana ako diyan, im so pride with regards to saying sorry to someone, it took me so long, promise.. so im looking forward to your upcoming post, maybe you can share some tips on how to overcome it, or pano mabawasan man lang..
Ma-pride akong tao. and I hate it. Frank din ako, pero feeling ko most of the time nasosobrahan na ako. I’ll be waiting for the tips.
wow pahn! i love this entry. i can feel yer honesty.
not all men can actually describe those kinds of feelings. tsk. its a good thing there are still guys like ya!
i hope you can join, if you want. or ifyoure not busy, but you know i really hope my online friends would. 
anyway, so please read my newest entry!
When I read the title I was thinking that the post will be a funny one because of the title.. hehe. Anyway, I’m also a proud person. It’s hard for me to say sorry to someone when I know I didn’t do wrong. I still have an unsolved misunderstanding because of that…
Aww, I wish I had someone like me too.
In life you have your obstacles that you go through. This is just another one and your working your way through it. There is a right time and a right place for everything but sometimes we have to experience it to get a lesson out of it. It’s good to have a straight forward attitude about things towards friends and family. Not with coworkers or someone you just met. Things will get easier Pahn.
hi Pahn I admire your honesty.
Merry Christmas!
hope you’ll feel better soon, and with the new year coming may you find inspiration to keep on living. have a blessed christmas! ec dropping B-)
oh..youre entry made me think..weee.. pride is a very very destructive thing
.. and it is very honest of you to state aLL of these.. i admire you for that 
iLL be waiting for the tips..
Nice entry
Loved it!
You are soooo frank and honest..
You’ve got another reader here, from now on.
btw, I tagged u..
Actually, it’s not exactly a contest. It’s just that I saw great improvements in the designing skills for my hostees. That’s why I thought of awarding them.
Aww ah` undastand how ya` feel.
ah` hope you`ll be able to be wid love uh yo` life;D
Lol youre funny indeed, hehe yo` body belongs to ennyone, nyahaha=
adeek=D
ennyway, it’s ok not to be always kind,
as long as ya` know yo` doing da right thing
widout hurtin` other’s feeling
aww! I love this entry pahn… i haven’t read this kind of entry before in your site…
hope you’ll feel OK now..
aww. now i totally understand you and your actions.. love can really make one person either good or bad.. well in your case its just normal..:) but good thing that you are now understanding it all.. everything will be alright..:) and hope you will find someone who deserves your love:0
I changed the link colour
do they look better now? or still hard to read?
^:)^ Nice blog. Medyo ma-pride ako at some point in my life. To some particular people. I think it’s natural. Parang defense na lang talaga. I will be waiting for the tips.
You womanizer. hahaha XD
aww. nice. im a type of girl who doesn’t even have any pride left, to the one i love anyway.